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Desolated

How is that? just a thought of you always leave me desolated. I can never forget how it has begun and could never relive how it has disappeared. When the blossoming suddenly waned.  When the talks will slow down.. Messages will fade off.. and we become strangers again with heart full of memories and unspoken words that can never be republished . Through a never ending anticipation of we being together again  As similar to the keys U and I though appear next to each, they always remain as two individual letters. And at the end i was sick for a never ending and ever happening love.

The Dark

When the clock is hitting 10 past 12:00, in the midnight looking through the same window found it pretty dark than ever. That jet black sky led into more thoughts. I'm perplexed, it was never so dark as i have several instances of gazing out of window at different time intervals, but today is quite different and uneasy. After all scientifically everything we see is jus a reflection, but many times the place we are in always lead us to different moods/thoughts. The same things we always have, the same people we daily interact with need not be always same. There would be considerable change seen at times or all at once. There's no need to feel bad or get shocked at it, as it's the nature's cycle. Otherwise we could never agree and enjoy the real beauty in fact the true beauty. So its always good that if you are facing the dark shades, then the full moon is meant waiting for you, the more darkness you are in the brightest view you can ever witness. It is simple to say...

The Pain

All of us would have felt stuck at one time or another in emotional pain, drawing to different reasons at different point of times.  Just that one moment of pain that just keep us swinging over it for years together, with or without our consent. How much ever materialistic efforts we put it in to shred it away our mischievous brain always finds bytes of space to permanently store it. Though they say everything happens for a reason, but the pain in us always leaves us perplexed as what that reason was, at times more tougher than solving a cubic square puzzle. And in this moment of confusion passes by days and months with no consent of us. And then starts the new pain as what was actually done during time, we couldn't get any answer for the pain though, but we couldn't accomplish any of our goals as well which are ought to be. "Time heals everything" - Oh seriously though it couldn't heal it just pushes you miles away, where you need to built up thin...

Self assurance

Do not mistake me that i may demonstrate or take you through some life insurance policies.Though its essential at times it is not that financial assurance that i'm talking about. Self assurance is something lies in between arrogance and confidence. I feel that when we are over equipped it obviously leads to some sort of arrogance, whereas when we are able to acquire as per our requirements we gain confidence. But in this process is where comes self assurance when we drive through the tides of success and failure. But I'm not here to provide some gyan or give a technical tips on 10 ways to success blah blah blah...  But its something i discovered during self intuition that we all go through the process of self assurance 24*7 sometimes even without our consent. In a layman's version getting my food even before i feel hungry gives me some arrogance. Getting food on time as soon as i feel hungry keeps me confident enough. But when i'm not able to eat foo...

A Valentine

Valentine’s Day is a celebration of love and it is truly required for us in getting connected to the real meaning of this day. Most of us presume that a valentine is one to whom we send a valentine card or with someone whom you are romantically involved. But this turns out to be absolutely invalid if we sit and introspect ourselves. I'm not pointing out people who are committed nor i'm against the joy of celebrating one of the most beautiful days celebrated after the two saints valentinus as per western christian mythology. But the question here is what do the so called valentine mean, we cannot draw scientific nor grammatical meaning for this unlike other words. Basically it is not a bounded nor restricted to only specific qualities . In simple words its someone where you could be utmost happy in a healthy way.. when i mean healthy way it means when you say you are happy you really mean it  and not for the satisfaction of anyone else. If we could just rewind our lif...

Confession of a broken heart

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It was a bit un-usual feeling passed by when I was having my morning coffee... All the feelings are not always sweet...neither all people we encounter in our journey might not end up in the desired destination. Its okay even if we are upset with some at-times, cry-scream into your pillow until you think you have lost your voice. But looking back on those stupid people who broke your heart, in the future you will laugh at them... you will laugh at those moments.. Yes.. Laugh because its they who taught they were right at that time turns out to be not because they lost something amazing... And you should Thank them. Thank them for making you more stronger, and to say to hell with what they are. Because they cannot be with the such great person anymore whom they lost for their life-time. But appreciate them for what they did because without they leaving you wouldn't have got the chance to discover the amazing person in you what you are now.    ...

Everlasting Beauty

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"The sky grew darker, painted blue on blue, one stroke at a time, into deeper and deeper shades of night" Observing the night sky would be the best time of any day I say. Do not believe? Just look up at the darker path of sky with the white babies all around. The deeper and deeper we look into it comes out the internal beauty of the night sky. The longer we see the sweeter our thought's would bind our mind Its not only the beauty of the black plane above you but also the brown and green below and around you is what complete's it. Scenic beauty is where our thoughts rules when our mind is silent and our heart is open.Its the place where the heart of 60's would turn back into 16's to experience the immense beauty. Would even turn out a layman into poet- "Take a moment and notice the beauty of the tree's Have a glance at the dancing leaves Make some space to stare at the starry night And now you judge which is more tende...